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The night before last he was very annoyed with me, and I got a very hard spanking, he made me go and damp my bottom first, and those are always the worst. He really made me scream. I was still really sore yesterday morning, and when I said something a bit lippy to him he looked at me and said "Do you want another session like you got last night?" I looked right back at him and said, truthfully: "Yes". Those spankings, the really hard, painful ones, driven by his wish to punish me, are the most satisfying for me. The pain and the eroticism go together.

This is one of the things that I couldn't understand when I first discovered this website, and that I still can't. How on earth can any woman allow herself to be spanked if she doesn't find it sexually arousing? I just don't get that. If it isn't sexual, what on earth is the point?

If you like being spanked, seven times in eighteen years isn't nearly enough, and if you don't like it, then it's seven times too many. There's no way my husband would ever lay a finger on me if he didn't know that I found it sexually arousing, what on earth makes you want to spank her if neither of you find it sexual? It's totally weird.

And as for telling the children! No way, I'd die of embarassment if I ever tried, and I'm sure they wouldn't want to know, children do not wish to know about that sort of thing.

Crying is another thing I've never done, no matter how hard or how painful the spanking might be, I'm just not a crier. I don't know what my husband would have to do to me in the way of spanking to make me cry, but I'm fairly certain that, whatever it might be, it would be going way too far for him.